being a younger sibling of a much older sibling is like. i've | your favorite punching bag

being a younger sibling of a much older sibling is like. i've never known a life without you. mom yells at me because she hasn't realized its just as bad as hitting, yet. your opinions would become my opinions as soon as you said them. i ask you your favorite color every other day because i forget and you find it funny, and i like it when you laugh. you know when im not okay even when i dont. you tell me stories im part of i dont remember. i love when we talk shit about our dad. mom makes mistakes with me sometimes but you're always there for me. when i ask for advise you always have a good answer. you dont know my social circle at all, but all your friends know me, even when i dont know all of them. i dont want to burden you. i like to tease you. you're a jerk. you're kind. i went to your graduation and everything changed since. you told me you liked jaguars and i watched 3 documentaries about them to talk about them with you. we never did. i want to be just like you. i love you. i drew a dick on your arm with a pen.